Being Invisable

You know what? being invisible has its good parts, no one cares about you or what you do. However I wish people noticed me. Today I found myself on yahoo answers, just answering random questions about love and life and everything, and now I feel like there is something missing!

All of my friends they had a successful relationship in the past or they still have, their boyfriends are in love with them, and all boys I know are falling in love. I feel like I am the one left out, where is my prince charming? Is he actually coming? Am I gonna live with 10 cats?! Or even worse, have a fat husband who cares only about watching TV and eating and getting fatter and fatter!!!

I want a proper prince charming! I want a boy who would be hot (of course, just like nikis boy) sensitive, romantic, funny, smart, dress up well, sense of humor, i dont know...just the perfect boy for me. I feel like Im asking too much, i feel like I'm gonna end up with the opposite of what I want!

People say the more you look the less you get. Now that Im looking for my prince, no ones there. Should i meet new boys? make new friends? I dont know...it seems to me that there are no boys in this world !!

Ive watched awkward (the reason i have a blog), and life seems sooo easy for her and for my friends. I just need a boy who would comfort me with my grandpas situation. The only one helping now is niki, but she lives SO far away form here....i need my prince charming...now.